Nature's first green is gold
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.

I'm 22.
I don't have a theme blog, I have a ME blog.
This is the space I use to rant about my health issues, my life, my problems, etc. I also use it to brag about the good things that happen to or around me.

I'm on a mission for positivity and happiness. I don't like being negative and when I am I don't stay that way for long.

I'm strange and complex. <-- I like that.

I'm stubborn, quiet and rather cold. <-- Working on that though.

Most of all though, I'm me. Quirks and all.


Sep 5, 2011
@ 3:40 am
19 notes

White flag is waving.

I’m in so much pain, and have been for the past few weeks straight, especially over the past few days, that I just feel defeated. I’ve had so many dislocations, so many terrible muscle spasms, so many snaps, cracks, and pops, I just kinda give up. I try so hard to stay positive, try so hard not to complain, try so hard to not let this ruin me… But no amount of effort stops this feeling from popping up once in a while.

Dear HMS/EDS, I hate you.

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